The New Phase of Life

As many of you already know, I received a job offer last Friday, March 25. Praise God ! I'm gonna be a working adult very soon!! It's kind of excited actually,yet I afraid for the day coming. Excited because this is my very first time, to have 2.6k go into my bank account, WITH MY OWN EFFORT !!! I'm afraid because I never really work before..Besides my 6 months internship, which I was there to facebooking, chit chatting..wuahahaha, I can consider as a very fresh worker now :D
Erm, yup..This is a new phase of my life..everything gonna change after 4th April. There are few more things which I no longer can do it during my weekdays :(
- No msn until 2AM midnight
- No facebook until 2AM midnight
- No movie date
- No supper
- SMS less
- Hang out less
- No more lunch with you :P


I wish I could turn the time back to my internship, I miss that time. Darling, do you? =)


Our last internship lunch


acting?!


He likes this!


About to leave


Our group photos


It was always ready there to send us home =)


You guys are awesome !


Love,
Cheryl♥

My Prayer to You

Lord, thank You for providing me a job within this few weeks
Thank you for answering my prayer, my needs and be my guidance all the time:)
And God, right now I wanna pray for him, Chrysler..

Father, be with him today in finding employment
Lead him to the work that he love, and that has value.
Guide him to a place with an atmosphere of respect
And cooperation, in a safe and happy environment.
Help him to find fulfillment mentally and financially !
And he shall be prosper one day!
Thank you Jesus,
In Jesus name I pray, Amen!


Darling, let's put our faith to Jesus, and believing that He will provide you a better job,okay! :)Remember to pray ya. As God promise in the Bible (Matthew 7:7 - "Keep asking, and it will be given to you. Keep searching, and you will find. Keep knocking, and the door will be opened for you" )


God bless you :P


Love,
Cheryl♥

Smiley =)

It's a beautiful day..
Good weather, can see the mist covering mountains:)
I couldn't put away the smile on my face~

Thank you, for showing me how important I am to you :)

Sad ?

Am I feeling sad? Kind of..

I've did something that I thought that was 'okay' for me yet that carried another message towards you. Am I not good enough enough? I don't know. I know I love you still, never change. sometimes, I'm just not use to express myself in this area..

Yes, I'm not kind of girl who likes to share lots my stories & status to public, I'm just not used to. .. Sorry about this. I'm sorry that I've disappointed you, but it doesn't mean that you are nothing to me! Heart crashing when you told me you admired other people,really makes me feel like I'm just a stupid,heart's bleeding..
Dearest, please don't think like this, you will pull me down :(

Erm,So now, 3.34PM..I am officially picking up the pieces of my broken heart, fix them back, forget about it and continue the journey with you =)Can we do that?

I'm back C:

Yes, I'm back to this place which so called my second home! firstly, thank God that You brought me home safely. It was raining heavily last night, mom told me that she beginning to worry about me and Chrys! Afraid that we can't see the road clearly, afraid that Chrys can't get used to drive at night. So before we departed, she laid hand on me to pray for safety journey ! Mom, I love you..Thanks for loving us as well :))
Ermmm,after 10 days plus of 'holiday', doesn't make become 'holier',I became lazier instead. LoL I promised myself, I must applying job by 9 March, but look at today's calender !! Cheryl ah Cheryl, whatcha waiting for? Sometimes I can hear the voice whispering that 'hey, you gotta start working girl, you got loan to pay, your mom need money for medication ! Don't drag anymore, just go ahead!' then only I start to feel stress & look for job in Jobstreet! To be honest, I think I'm escaping something, I just don't wanna face it you know. Inside my heart I know I fear. FEAR OF FAILURE. If you know me well, you'll know I'm always lacking of confidence.I started to flinch when I heard my mom said one of my best friend has went for quite many job interviews and yet can't get any response. Ohh NOO, she is a smart girl,always study hard and pass with flying colors. She deserve to get a good job faster than others!!!(this is my thought). I'm just a graduated student with 2.7 CGPA, I wonder can I? Hahaha,this is me !! Like to look down myself :P
Anyway, Nic has encouraged me just now. she asked me to try out, never try never know =) Let me lazy for few more hours, tomorrow i'm gonna seek for job! Before seeking job, can I have lunch in Jogoya first? muahahahahahaha :P Chrys promise to bring me but why never mention again??!! Arhgggg.. All the best to me !

Love,
Cheryl♥

Chris Medina - What Are Words

I Love this song very much !! Chris Medina - what are words :) the lyrics look not that sad, but the melody really stir my heart. Enjoy ! :) )

Jobless

Hi all, it's been a long time i didn't update my blog. It has been almost one year since the previous post! I've been so busy from last year until now. Ridiculous right? But it's true, I don't know why all those craps keep on coming and really never have a full stop for me! How long I never really sit infront of my computer to watch a series of drama since Autumn Concerto, erm...that was really my LAST ! T_T
BUT.....Now, I'm totally free of homeworks, tutorial, test, exam, assignment and etc, I'm FREE..because I've passed all the subjects in my final year exam as well as my WUHOOOO ! heheheeee :P Come on, this is also not an easy path to go through ok?! I went through many stages, challenges, lots of things make my mood up and down. WHY?Because I never try to enjoy my college life. Yes,I did, but that was two years ago, during my diploma stage, I was also having lots of fun in college, unforgettable memories. Things started to change when I continue my bachelor of degree. things going tough day by day, whether in my studies, relationship or financial. But thank God, eventually I'm able to get a degree holder, its really by God grace! without prayer and rely on my own strength, I don't think I able to achieve these =)
Okay,what am I doing now everyday? watching drama ! facebooking ! tweeting ! sleeping !seriously it taste goooood :D but I realized something as well ! this kind of lifestyle can't last for too long. last time when I was busy, how I wish to sleep, watch, eat for whole day without assignment,tutorials. Now I feel like these activities are kinda bored actually and no doubt I got to find a job as soon as possible =)
Currently, I'm still staying jobless !!! I really have to fast and pray for my job cause you know what, I'm still direction-less for this moment !!! Lacking of aims and purpose :S :S Oh God, show me your way as I pray and lead me to the way that You think is the best for me! :)))girls and guys, do keep me in your prayer until the day I find a good job k ! :D If can, I hope I wish I can find a good job with my love one..heeehe. woooot... yah, my boyfriend!♥ At least I can have a companion :) My love, let's rock in the working place !! :D

Love,
Cheryl♥