Yes, I'm back to this place which so called my second home! firstly, thank God that You brought me home safely. It was raining heavily last night, mom told me that she beginning to worry about me and Chrys! Afraid that we can't see the road clearly, afraid that Chrys can't get used to drive at night. So before we departed, she laid hand on me to pray for safety journey ! Mom, I love you..Thanks for loving us as well :))
Ermmm,after 10 days plus of 'holiday', doesn't make become 'holier',I became lazier instead. LoL I promised myself, I must applying job by 9 March, but look at today's calender !! Cheryl ah Cheryl, whatcha waiting for? Sometimes I can hear the voice whispering that 'hey, you gotta start working girl, you got loan to pay, your mom need money for medication ! Don't drag anymore, just go ahead!' then only I start to feel stress & look for job in Jobstreet! To be honest, I think I'm escaping something, I just don't wanna face it you know. Inside my heart I know I fear. FEAR OF FAILURE. If you know me well, you'll know I'm always lacking of confidence.I started to flinch when I heard my mom said one of my best friend has went for quite many job interviews and yet can't get any response. Ohh NOO, she is a smart girl,always study hard and pass with flying colors. She deserve to get a good job faster than others!!!(this is my thought). I'm just a graduated student with 2.7 CGPA, I wonder can I? Hahaha,this is me !! Like to look down myself :P
Anyway, Nic has encouraged me just now. she asked me to try out, never try never know =) Let me lazy for few more hours, tomorrow i'm gonna seek for job! Before seeking job, can I have lunch in Jogoya first? muahahahahahaha :P Chrys promise to bring me but why never mention again??!! Arhgggg.. All the best to me !
Love,
Cheryl♥
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